Imposter Syndrome

Anyone with any shred of self-awareness and ambition has dealt with Imposter Syndrome. From being a kid on a sports team or in a play performance, to a student in a high level class, to professionals moving into new roles. Often the highest achievers suffer from the most amount of Imposter Syndrome. This is that feeling that despite all we have achieved in our life in education, degrees, promotions, and accolades, we feel that we don't belong in the role we find ourselves playing at the moment. I would argue that anyone who has not suffered from Imposter Syndrome at some time has either never really challenged themselves, or lacks any amount of self-awareness of their own abilties.

Feeling like we don't belong is one of the hardest emotions to deal with, as we all want to feel like we are part of a community and will bring value to it, and that our thoughts and words matter. I think it is important for people to acknowledge when we are having these thoughts, and to step back and look at the facts rather than our emotions. We are here for a reason, and generally because a person or team of people decided that we were the best person to be in that position.

Imposter Syndrome is one of the many times when the voice in our head tells us we should give up, walk away, and go back to the safe place we have left. I wish I could give credit to whom I first heard discuss this, but we need to stop listening to that voice and literally talking back to it. We need to put that voice in our head in its place, realize what that voice is trying to get us to not do, and step into the role that we were made to be in at this moment in time.

By giving into these feelings, we are holding ourselves back from achieving more and therefore not having the positive impact we should on those we will be joining. The ripple effect of this will have negative effects of increasing self-doubts moving forward, a smaller chance of us ever taking this or any other big step in the future, and keeping others from growing in the same way. Telling ourselves the facts of who we are, giving ourselves some grace with the learning curve that is ahead, and finding someone in the community to rely on will set you up for the successes we have earned and deserve.

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